this song
Maybe it's this song. I didn't know I liked Modest Mouse. But then this song came on. And it just kind of lit some things up.
Maybe that movie lit some things up.
Maybe it's one in the morning, and I'm still completely hopeless.
God. I think I get it. And it's all going to come crashing down again tomorrow morning. I have a headache forming in the back of my skull and it just storms away back there, all by itself.
I'm going crazy. I'm going fucking crazy.
God, I want my life to start. And it's here, right now. I just wanted a little time to think about it, and I find that I'm six months out of place and can't catch up with myself. Here I am. How the FUCK did I get here? I didn't even bother filling out some of the paperwork they sent.....
But this is where I wanted to be. So here I am, right? Not that there's any doubt in the want, but mostly in the "here I am".
Over and over and over and over and over again.
bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-baaaap-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-baaaap-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-baaaap-bop-bop-bop-bop-ba-ba
As Nick Hornby says (and I don't directly quote this): "see the bop bop, the way it reads.... cool eh?"
That wasn't even close to quoting.
I'm losing time. And by losing I mean wasting.
Don't I?
Maybe that movie lit some things up.
Maybe it's one in the morning, and I'm still completely hopeless.
God. I think I get it. And it's all going to come crashing down again tomorrow morning. I have a headache forming in the back of my skull and it just storms away back there, all by itself.
I'm going crazy. I'm going fucking crazy.
God, I want my life to start. And it's here, right now. I just wanted a little time to think about it, and I find that I'm six months out of place and can't catch up with myself. Here I am. How the FUCK did I get here? I didn't even bother filling out some of the paperwork they sent.....
But this is where I wanted to be. So here I am, right? Not that there's any doubt in the want, but mostly in the "here I am".
Over and over and over and over and over again.
bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-baaaap-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-baaaap-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-bop-baaaap-bop-bop-bop-bop-ba-ba
As Nick Hornby says (and I don't directly quote this): "see the bop bop, the way it reads.... cool eh?"
That wasn't even close to quoting.
I'm losing time. And by losing I mean wasting.
Don't I?