Sigh
Wow...I'm wicked depressed today...just...everything...I was fine this morning..and then I just...grr...I actually did the dishes and took out the trash today like a good lil neice...then...it all started when i watched the movie "Bastard Out Of Carolina"...I had read the book a long time ago, and in the movie, a girl's mom's boyfriend molests, rapes, and beats the girl...it brought up old memories of my dad, and I got a flashback...and got all depressed...then I called Brandon and he lied to me...told me he had just gotten home that's why he hadn't called yet then he fucked up and told me that he got home like an hour earlier and was too busy hanging out with John to call...then I went upstairs and was talking to him about shit and stuff that was bothering me...like my friend Brandon calling me stupid and ugly....not having many of my old friends anymore...missing the ones in Maine...Josh hitting on me now, now that I have a boyfriend and don't care anymroe...and he won't leave me alone...just everything...and I started crying and he kept telling me that he loved me...that guy is so great, and I am so lucky I found him....but...yeah I'm exhausted......
Peace
~corey~
Peace
~corey~