negativity on the rise

[crapyou]

so why is it that when things are good i think something is wrong?

am i crazy? probably.

why cant i just be happy? i finally see what i want in front of me and i dont want it anymore. or do i? or did i just like  the chase?

oh man. for sure im crazy.

and i feel super weird. i need better things to focus on. then this wouldnt be a problem.

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh.

then i wouldnt be creating issues when there arent any. stop it vanessa.

im just gonna shake it off. i can do this.