SUNRISE DUDES
Oh my god friends, please dont forget about me. I dont want to go down in the history of your minds as a failure. I dont want to wind up at the end of this road im going down and I dont want to be alone. I never have and I never will. Im sorry I havent called. There are just so many ways I cant explain this empty space in my soul. Its not because I dont want it anymore. Will you answer me truthfully? Do you not want to be around me? Maybe Im the dark sky on your fucking parade. Would you put me off until my happier days? I couldnt have fun like those old days, but now i know ill never stop needing this. Dont do it cause you want it. Do it cuz YOU NEED IT. Youll find something you want in all of this. We all want love. Sometimes we think that it isnt deserved and if you think you've ever been a bad friend I promise you our friendship has always ENDURED. Even for the biggest fuckups out of you believe me i know its you and me too. No matter how long its been since we've talked. I swear to God I still love you. This party's not over till I say its over and it's not. I dont want this to end yet. WE ALL NEED FRIENDS. WE ALL NEED FUN. WE ALL NEED LOVE. WE ALL NEED THIS.