Fate
Am feeling a bit better today, well no worse at least. Dads been home all day which is nice, to have someone to talk to finally, even though he was really busy! Managed to pop to tescos with him yesterday too, on crutches, but I went out! I had been really climbing the walls being inside!
Did some random things today, watching TV on catch up because even with near 1000 channels there is still nothing on that I want to watch during the day! Downloaded a couple of episodes of Greys Anatamoy off of five downloads for £1! Had a driving lesson too, though my driving wasn't very good (my driving instructor said I seemed distracted.... well duh! I was knackered and my legs were killing me!). So only did 1 hr (mostly) instead of an hour and a half, but if I had phoned and cancelled my lesson I may have had to pay for it anyway which I can't afford to do!
Did get to go and said my mate in the end, managed to get lifts both ways so sitting and watching tele on someone elses sofa I can manage. Got to see her little boy Cj as well, he's still SO cute and I love him lots!
I am hoping that I am still improving tomorrow, Chris is supposed to be taking me out to lunch which would be nice, hope I can manage it!
Have doctors again tomorrow morning. Had last weekly injection today YAY! I don't drive or have a car and getting to my doctors once a week to have an injection (which I could easily do myslef by the way) was tiring me out as it's a bus ride (a short one but still) away. I only have to have them once a month now, ok, it's for a year but it's only once a month. I can hear you asking "why didn't you see your doctor while you were there anywya? Well for once, my completely useless doctors managed to offered me an appointment, today, when I phoned on monday (which they never do by the way, is one of those book on the day places) but this appointment would have been with the incompetant prat of a doctor who doesn't believe that M.E exsists and, in my opinion at least is responsible for me declining as far as I did. So wouldn't see him so got an appointment with the anti-drugs doctor tomorrow. She hates giving ANYONE any drugs, so this is going to be a fight. I need some different sleeping tablets, i'm on antitriptaline at the moment, because of it's sedative efftect, but its made me put on weight so I stopped taking it and started taking nytol instead, now I know taking those everyday ain't good for you. the point I am going to make to her is that my consultant wants me on something, I'm not taking the antitriptaline anymore and she should know its not right taking that much nytol, I will discuss it with my consultant the next time I see him but thats not for a while. She will have to do something then right?
Seriously there is only one nice doctor in that place, and shes the one I usually see about anything M.E related but shes so full up I can't get in to see her! I need to change doctors and soon!
Thats enough of a rant for now!
