Always (G-Dragon/Jinu)
Title: Always
Pairing: G-Dragon/Jinu
Rating: PGish.
Warnings: Large age difference.
Summary: Someone's in denial. :D This is a counterpart to the previous drabble I posted.
Thanks to exoxendo for the advice. <33
Jinu isn't gay.
Oh, he had a "phase" during high school and university - a few (okay, several) guys who'd fucked him and bought him nice shit and made him feel all important. The thrill had been dampened somewhat when he'd brought one of them home (tall, black and muscled, with a seven-inch dick and a kick-ass car) and his mother's only reaction had been a tolerantly amused smile. Teenaged rebellion is pretty hard to pull off satisfyingly when you're from an "artistic" family.
Anyway, he lost interest after a while, went to Korea and got married and now he's straight.
More or less.
Less when Ji Yong is around. He can admit it to himself now that Ji Yong's grown up - as skinny and annoying and childish as ever, but still grown up. Jinu's fingers itch when Ji Yong is close to him. When the kid was fourteen, he could tell himself it was just the urge to strangle him, but now it's hard to ignore the way Ji Yong can steal all of his attention just by walking into the room, drawing his eyes to his pale skin and slim hips without even trying. Jinu wants to piss him off and push his buttons and have his hands all over him.
Most of the time it's enough to knock his hat off his head or mess up his hair or trip him, but once in a while he can't resist running his fingertips over the back of Ji Yong's neck just to see him shiver uncontrollably and watch the goosebumps rise on his arms. But he can usually keep himself under control.
Sometimes it's difficult, though. Every time YG's usual photographers are busy, Hyun Suk lets Jinu step in and take pictures of Big Bang, which he probably enjoys more than he should. Ji Yong acts differently when he's the one behind the camera - he tilts his head just so, pulls his collar down to expose his collarbone, and Jinu feels like Ji Yong's looking straight at him through the lens, like the playful half-smiles are directed at him. And the kid looks like he knows exactly what he's doing, which kind of worries Jinu if he thinks about it too much. So he doesn't.
It's not like he'd ever do anything with Ji Yong.
He's not even gay, anyway.
Pairing: G-Dragon/Jinu
Rating: PGish.
Warnings: Large age difference.
Summary: Someone's in denial. :D This is a counterpart to the previous drabble I posted.
Thanks to exoxendo for the advice. <33
Jinu isn't gay.
Oh, he had a "phase" during high school and university - a few (okay, several) guys who'd fucked him and bought him nice shit and made him feel all important. The thrill had been dampened somewhat when he'd brought one of them home (tall, black and muscled, with a seven-inch dick and a kick-ass car) and his mother's only reaction had been a tolerantly amused smile. Teenaged rebellion is pretty hard to pull off satisfyingly when you're from an "artistic" family.
Anyway, he lost interest after a while, went to Korea and got married and now he's straight.
More or less.
Less when Ji Yong is around. He can admit it to himself now that Ji Yong's grown up - as skinny and annoying and childish as ever, but still grown up. Jinu's fingers itch when Ji Yong is close to him. When the kid was fourteen, he could tell himself it was just the urge to strangle him, but now it's hard to ignore the way Ji Yong can steal all of his attention just by walking into the room, drawing his eyes to his pale skin and slim hips without even trying. Jinu wants to piss him off and push his buttons and have his hands all over him.
Most of the time it's enough to knock his hat off his head or mess up his hair or trip him, but once in a while he can't resist running his fingertips over the back of Ji Yong's neck just to see him shiver uncontrollably and watch the goosebumps rise on his arms. But he can usually keep himself under control.
Sometimes it's difficult, though. Every time YG's usual photographers are busy, Hyun Suk lets Jinu step in and take pictures of Big Bang, which he probably enjoys more than he should. Ji Yong acts differently when he's the one behind the camera - he tilts his head just so, pulls his collar down to expose his collarbone, and Jinu feels like Ji Yong's looking straight at him through the lens, like the playful half-smiles are directed at him. And the kid looks like he knows exactly what he's doing, which kind of worries Jinu if he thinks about it too much. So he doesn't.
It's not like he'd ever do anything with Ji Yong.
He's not even gay, anyway.