it's hard out here for a pimp...

[crannnberry]

i was taking a bubble bath today and i fell asleep again... so before the pre-drowning coughing fit, it felt like i was flying. it was nifty. until i thought i was going to drown.
i'm not dramatic.
i was called domestic yesterday. any thoughts? i'm not sure how to take that.

it's been complicated, this whole life thing. i thought about dropping out again. nice alternative to going to folklore class... but i think people would make fun of me for dropping out three hours shy of a degree.

i slept late the other day, and cole knocked and woke me up- and it was all snowy, and i was sad because it was the first day of spring.

complicated.

maybe i think too much. well, i know i think too much, but it has never been a significant problem before. i need to figure out what i want... in so many different areas. i am going to be homeless in august. i really need to sort that. i need to figure out my future. i even need to figure out things as petty as when i'm going to have time to go to the grocery store. my life is weird right now. i evaluated my life last july... and i'm changing my mind about so many things, and it's pissing me off. i'm in this indecisive funk. see? i'm rambling on live journal. that can not be good for one's psyche.

and i have no phone.
so it's like i have no friends.

no, not really. you guys are great. i just can't call you.

dave made me play guitar hero last night.
i don't think i was very good.

~L