what makes the flowers bloom?

[crankyturtle]

"i want to make you a zine or at least write you a letter where i can say that it's going to be ok. i want to at least propose a plan that will get us excited, get us plotting and hopeful and full of spirits. i want us to have an adventure. i want to be able to offer up escape, a promise of those moments when we shatter the world and remake it. that's what i want, that's what i want to share.

but. but. it's the same still and i can't convince myself by stringing words together."

(Lou, "Launch and Ascent" zine #2)