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So I went to the Grassroots Media Conference Saturday.
It was really awesome and I learned a lot, but I don't feel there were as many networking opportunities as there was last time I went. Also, it was only one day instead of two, so I was kinda bummed out that most of the panels I wanted to attend were at the same time.
This is the sort of event I wish would happen every week. It was so awesome and I just want to surround myself with people like those who were at the conference. I just felt so motivated to make change and to talk about the media issues that are taking place in the near future.
Anyway, I don't know what it is, but I'm extremely depressed today. I feel really lonely and just frustrated. I don't know what it is. Hopefully going back to school tomorrow will help out.
I have been boycotting a certain person. I am annoyed with his assumption that we can just hang out like everything's normal and hunky-dory. It's not, and I don't like feeling like a fool. It just makes me mad that someone would knowingly give two meanings to his actions, and totally lead someone to believe that she might have a chance. That is so fucking bogus it just makes me want to scream. Then for him to be like, "oh you're so awesome, like the most awesome person ever". That's basically saying "you're great, I just don't want to kiss you."
But anyway, I don't want to get all wrapped up in something like that. It's a waste of time. I'm going to be 25 in less than a week and I have to get my shit together. I'm sick of just hanging out. All I want to do is be productive. I'll find people worthy of my time along the way to my goals, and that should not be at the forefront.
Man it's just so tough when you feel alone.
It was really awesome and I learned a lot, but I don't feel there were as many networking opportunities as there was last time I went. Also, it was only one day instead of two, so I was kinda bummed out that most of the panels I wanted to attend were at the same time.
This is the sort of event I wish would happen every week. It was so awesome and I just want to surround myself with people like those who were at the conference. I just felt so motivated to make change and to talk about the media issues that are taking place in the near future.
Anyway, I don't know what it is, but I'm extremely depressed today. I feel really lonely and just frustrated. I don't know what it is. Hopefully going back to school tomorrow will help out.
I have been boycotting a certain person. I am annoyed with his assumption that we can just hang out like everything's normal and hunky-dory. It's not, and I don't like feeling like a fool. It just makes me mad that someone would knowingly give two meanings to his actions, and totally lead someone to believe that she might have a chance. That is so fucking bogus it just makes me want to scream. Then for him to be like, "oh you're so awesome, like the most awesome person ever". That's basically saying "you're great, I just don't want to kiss you."
But anyway, I don't want to get all wrapped up in something like that. It's a waste of time. I'm going to be 25 in less than a week and I have to get my shit together. I'm sick of just hanging out. All I want to do is be productive. I'll find people worthy of my time along the way to my goals, and that should not be at the forefront.
Man it's just so tough when you feel alone.