Feb 02, 2008 01:43
well well well. i looked through my friend's blog. and i looked through that blog's friend list. i chanced upon an entry and maybe it's time to clarify something.
if you really think i'd stoop to doing what you mentioned, you're wrong. i dont know how you differentiate between a joke to reality. because in reality, it never did happen. wanna argue about this? we can. until the cows come home. im certainly not a sucker when it comes to the english language, twisting and turning words around.
the fact that you were affected by it shows that you really read deep into matters. alright, fine. it's been two years. i wanna go about doing my own thing, or at least i TRY to. i don't even speak about you anymore, much less mention you to anyone. why should you do the same about me? apart from that very day, i've tried to live and let live, not causing anything to happen. okay, my apologies to you if you think that the version of what you heard sounded somewhat with 'malice intended.'
i actually considered making it up, letting everything go. bygones be bygones. afterall, what's there to lose? to put this straight, i dont even think about you anymore. fact of the matter is, look who ended up on the higher end of the scale? it was you. so please try to stop thinking that you're all nothing but a victim to this whole matter. yeah, go ahead. rebutt everything that i've just said. just do. you're an angel anways.
what i want now is just to erase everything. if it can be compromised, good. if not, i'd very much appreciate you not talking about me to others. i shall do the same from this day onwards. good luck to you in everything you do.