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my sister is being a butt. she won't let me watch napolean dynamite until after she watches it. how unfair. how mean. how stupid. i would never do that to her. i always let her borrow my stuff and i don't say anything. but it's all good because the next time she wants something from me i'll simply say no. plus, she got me running around town today. she made me get food for my brother (another damn person that eats too much) and i had to do a favor for manny. i had no choice but to do the favor for him. he gave me money. i guess it's the least i can do. then i get a call from my brother saying: where's the food? i'm hungry. come home. where are you. i know he's hungry! i know he wants food! where do you think i was at the damn mall? sheesh. how ungrateful.
while i was at the store, i bought myself a magazine, ho-hos, and propel water. i figured i needed it and deserved it.
i always find little ways of pleasing myself.
NINE places I've visited:
• Cancun, Mexico
• Zacatecas, Mexico
• Orlando, Florida
• Xtapa, Mexico
• Guadalajara, Mexico
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EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
• Become a pastry chef
• Own my own pastry shop
• Go to Spain
• Get a tattoo
• Go on a roadtrip
• Visit an LJ friend
• Own the house of my dreams
• Love myself
SEVEN ways to win my heart:
• Tell me I'm the most naturally gorgeous girl you've seen
• Tell me you've never known anyone like me
• Tell me you understand me - and mean it
• Tell me you're in love with me
• Tell me I value in life
• Make me laugh
• Accept me for me
SIX things I want:
• To love and to be loved in return
• Mitsubishi Eclipse
• To be happy with myself
• To stop cutting
• I want people to understand me
• To achieve my goal
FIVE things I'm afraid of:
• Life
• Pursuing my goal
• Dying alone
• People judging me
• People not liking me
FOUR of my favorite items in my bedroom:
• Bed - come on now!
• My journal
• My candles
• My window
THREE things I do everyday:
• Cry incessantly late at night
• Try to make my day a peaceful one
• Well, the obvious. Eat.
TWO things I am trying not to do right now:
• Think of Brian
• Cry
ONE person I want to see right now:
• Brian
i still work tomorrow. great. new years eve and i'm stuck at work. i won't be kissing anyone at midnight. i won't be partying (yeah, right). i won't be in bed. i'll be at work. trying to hide my tears because i always cry on new years.
while i was at the store, i bought myself a magazine, ho-hos, and propel water. i figured i needed it and deserved it.
i always find little ways of pleasing myself.
NINE places I've visited:
• Cancun, Mexico
• Zacatecas, Mexico
• Orlando, Florida
• Xtapa, Mexico
• Guadalajara, Mexico
• BLANK
• BLANK
• Blank
EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
• Become a pastry chef
• Own my own pastry shop
• Go to Spain
• Get a tattoo
• Go on a roadtrip
• Visit an LJ friend
• Own the house of my dreams
• Love myself
SEVEN ways to win my heart:
• Tell me I'm the most naturally gorgeous girl you've seen
• Tell me you've never known anyone like me
• Tell me you understand me - and mean it
• Tell me you're in love with me
• Tell me I value in life
• Make me laugh
• Accept me for me
SIX things I want:
• To love and to be loved in return
• Mitsubishi Eclipse
• To be happy with myself
• To stop cutting
• I want people to understand me
• To achieve my goal
FIVE things I'm afraid of:
• Life
• Pursuing my goal
• Dying alone
• People judging me
• People not liking me
FOUR of my favorite items in my bedroom:
• Bed - come on now!
• My journal
• My candles
• My window
THREE things I do everyday:
• Cry incessantly late at night
• Try to make my day a peaceful one
• Well, the obvious. Eat.
TWO things I am trying not to do right now:
• Think of Brian
• Cry
ONE person I want to see right now:
• Brian
i still work tomorrow. great. new years eve and i'm stuck at work. i won't be kissing anyone at midnight. i won't be partying (yeah, right). i won't be in bed. i'll be at work. trying to hide my tears because i always cry on new years.