Deja Vu.
Today I am filled with complete apathy. The good times never seem to last. <~~I think that's a Porcupine Tree lyric. Bleh. I turned on the radio today on my way to school and a country song was playing. It said something like, "The part that hurts the most is how I always get so close"...I turned it off. Then on my way home from school, I switched on the radio, only to find the exact same song playing.
Coincidence? I don't know. Frankly, I don't know much right now. I am always a step closer, but then life throws me two steps back. Is it all part of some "master plan" or will my life always be this dull? I want to combust with emotion. I want to feel the way I did last week. I want to feel excitement, passion, and complete surrender. I'm tired of my routine.
I just want things to make sense.
Coincidence? I don't know. Frankly, I don't know much right now. I am always a step closer, but then life throws me two steps back. Is it all part of some "master plan" or will my life always be this dull? I want to combust with emotion. I want to feel the way I did last week. I want to feel excitement, passion, and complete surrender. I'm tired of my routine.
I just want things to make sense.