Well now I've fucked up. . .

[cranewatch_rpg]

Sure as shit today has been the worst day that I've had in quite awhile. Aside from the fact that I had to settle three disputes tonight amongst the Night Staff. I've also managed to piss Dean and Sam off. Knowing their track record I should have told them from the start. They're pissed and they have that right. I didn't lie, but I didn't tell them all the truth. Stupid Reggie, very stupid.

I know that's not how you start any kind of relationship, business especially. I thought if they saw how things worked that they might have seen that not every single thing that lurks in the shadows is out to kill us all. There's good and bad in everything. Guess I've proven that point to some extent. Fuck.

I guess dealing with the bad in something for years and years will make you very distrusting. Hell after my sister sold me and a few of my mates out one night (if you want to know about it ask) I guess that I was suspicious as hell too. If I remember rightly, I wasn't too trusting of Buffy and the the gang. Especially after they took me in and taught me about all this and how to fight. I am glad that I did trust them, they are my new family, dysfunctional as hell but family.

I just hope they can give me another chance. Maybe if we can all start over, get things off on the right foot it will go better than it has.