ahh shit son
So I might have fucked up tonight. I went to Brainmillers while Katie was there with her X and some friends and this was bad. I knew she was there and I just wanted to go to play some pool and watch Texas win. Anyways this was not a good idea and Katie was pissed at me. I don't quite understand like what the problem is just because I was there. Perhaps my mind just isn't thinking clearly right now but I dunno. I just don't get why it was a big deal that I was in the same place as her with her X-Boyfriend. Granted she was sitting on his lap when I glanced over and most likely flirting and stuff like that but I really don't give two shits. I have more important things to worry about than something as stupid as that. If she wants me I am hers if not than that sucks. I am tired of beating myself up and I am not going to do it anymore. FUCK BEING SAD IT IS NO FUN. Basically all I say now is just Fuck It! If something doesn't work Fuck It. There are more important things for me to get worked up about. And Holy Shit I am going to see Panic! At The Disco. THAT FUCKING ROCKS!!!