why am I mad
Lately I find myself to be easily angered. I have no idea why I get angry sometimes. I dunno maybe I am just crazy. I think part of it has to do with the fact that this is the first Christmas without my grandfather and father. But I don't understand why that is making me mad. I am pissed right now that a lovely friend of mine is piss drunk from the bills game. That makes me so mad. I have no reason to be mad but I am. Am I jealous? What in the fuck is wrong with me lately. Not only that but I also get randomly sad sometimes. It is sparked mostly when I see someone who seems like they are in a lot of pain. I am a fucking nut case I know. Hopefully these feelings will go away otherwise I will go more insane than I already am.