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Tonight was amazing.
The beginning consisted of Jennie and i finding any way possible for her to get over to my house. It worked. The things that we do just to see eachother. She's not allowed at my house for stupid childish reasons concerning my Mom, so we worked around that.. way around that. Jennie is now sleeping on my floor without my Mom knowing she is here. We were actually quiet for once, haha.
Earlier we went walking. She bought a doughnut. I bought a crossaint. We went to the bank, then went to a friends. Hung out there for way too long, then went home to my house right before my Mom returned home around 7:30-8 at night. I played it off while Jennie waited for me in my room. It went well. We watched The Rules of Attraction right before we slept.
I wasn't sad even once tonight. Well... maybe for a second, but then it was okay. Jennie i escaped from everything and just sat on my floor in our own little pretty world. Tonight it felt good to be me, for once.
I'm not going to sleep tonight/this morning. That's the negative part. I have to be sure to be the one to wake her up in time for me to have the day to spend with my Mom and cook and then hopefully get dropped off at Jennie's later on tonight. I hope that part of the weekend works out too. So yeah, unnecessary lurking around the internet.. and it's a Saturday..meaning everyone sleeps in. :(
I'm getting smaller. That's a +.
***I got a call from Shawn Molden tonight. Wow, that was so awesome. You are so hilarious and i can't wait to see you <3 We're gonna have the best time, and we have to make the best times happen. I'm so glad you called. <3***
I confessed something to Whitney tonight. Definatly a good response, thankfully. I hate being shy sometimes. Why can't i just be come crazy girl. Hmm. Hopefully good things will come out of what we talked about. <3
The beginning consisted of Jennie and i finding any way possible for her to get over to my house. It worked. The things that we do just to see eachother. She's not allowed at my house for stupid childish reasons concerning my Mom, so we worked around that.. way around that. Jennie is now sleeping on my floor without my Mom knowing she is here. We were actually quiet for once, haha.
Earlier we went walking. She bought a doughnut. I bought a crossaint. We went to the bank, then went to a friends. Hung out there for way too long, then went home to my house right before my Mom returned home around 7:30-8 at night. I played it off while Jennie waited for me in my room. It went well. We watched The Rules of Attraction right before we slept.
I wasn't sad even once tonight. Well... maybe for a second, but then it was okay. Jennie i escaped from everything and just sat on my floor in our own little pretty world. Tonight it felt good to be me, for once.
I'm not going to sleep tonight/this morning. That's the negative part. I have to be sure to be the one to wake her up in time for me to have the day to spend with my Mom and cook and then hopefully get dropped off at Jennie's later on tonight. I hope that part of the weekend works out too. So yeah, unnecessary lurking around the internet.. and it's a Saturday..meaning everyone sleeps in. :(
I'm getting smaller. That's a +.
***I got a call from Shawn Molden tonight. Wow, that was so awesome. You are so hilarious and i can't wait to see you <3 We're gonna have the best time, and we have to make the best times happen. I'm so glad you called. <3***
I confessed something to Whitney tonight. Definatly a good response, thankfully. I hate being shy sometimes. Why can't i just be come crazy girl. Hmm. Hopefully good things will come out of what we talked about. <3