Aug 12, 2005 21:46
so today was good then ended kinda bad.
went to the beach againn with kurt anthony greg jesse DK and steph
got massive sun burn on my shoulders and little collahh
played in the water
got thrown in the water
got held down and crashed by waves in the water
for some reson my experiences at the beach are always violent
after that everyone went there seprate ways and whatever
met up again at the village.
got mexican food
after that things started to fall in the shits for me atleast
anywayyy i didnt feel good at alllll had an attitude of course
i really feel like i need to start over in the sence that i need to improve myself a little i dont know this summer is shit not like the things i do but the way i feel. i want it to be over already and i want things to go bak to the way they where
and im being really honest right now i dont think iv ever been this misrible over another person in my entire life. uselly i dont get this amazing misrible and upset all the fucking time over a boy. its bullshit i hate it.
whatever..fuck it,.