READ THIS BECAUSE YOU CARE you can learn so much about me if you read this
you should know my name. its ali. i love to peirce my own ears. i have 12 holes in my ears and in each hole sits an earing. my belly butoon is peirced but you may never see it, its hiding behind my fat. i want my lip peirced but mrs. cunt fucker wont let me. my mom doesnt seem to always like me because im not anywhere near perfact. i got kicked out of my stupid private school and i dont miss it, but i miss the people. i dont like it when people are fake to me. if you dont like me then fuck you and leave me alone. i also hate people that are bitches to me. fucking leave me alone if you dont like me and if you dont i will assume know you really love me. i am a bitch. and i like to fuck with people. i love to make out with random guys and guys i know and complete strangers. i do make out with girls sometimes but im not a lesbian. i like to drink. and i like to party. i like to dance like i dont care who sees me. i once slit my arm and i once sliced my thigh. it hurt. i pretty much love everyone except for a selected few. if i dont like you then there fucking must be something wrong with you. if i dont want to talk to you then i am going to say i have to pee but i really dont i just want you to fuck off. i like to go to the galleria to see people. i pretend i hate the cobalt but i dont its actually pretty fun. i pretend i hate the o.c. but i dont i just say i do to be cool. i think im to cool for everyone but im not. if anyone looks up to me, its me who really looks up to you. im lonley. and im in lust with a boy i have maybe met 2ce. i dont hate my life but i will make it seem like i do for your pitty. i pretend i dont care what you think about me but i really dont at all because the people that judge me are mother fuckers. i listen to music as an alternitive for being around people. if you dont understand me by now you never will...people say that before they meet me they are scared of me and think i am a bitch..i am, but if i like you im not a bitch to you. callie is my best friend and nicky is my hero...i love everyone of my true friends and you know who you are. and underneath anything all i want is a guy to hold me like im the only one they want...dontlead me to love and leave me there to wait