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its amazing how much of a pussy i still am when it comes to girls.
im not a pussya nymore when it comes to work or telling people what i need instead of just not speaking up because i hate confrontation.
i have confidence again. first time since i moved here. i still lack a lot of friends (whom i always miss) and acquaintances like i used to have. now i have a few groups of friends i hang out with a lot so we're all pretty close and i can be myself.
but still.
STILL.
when it comes to girls i always get nervous and dont have the balls/confidence to ask a girl out let alone what to do when we're hanging out alone. (2 diff chicks btw w00t). and its been over 6 months so i allowed myself ot adjust and make some friends before i pursued someone.
regardless. i miss you all. and i hope things are going well.
im not a pussya nymore when it comes to work or telling people what i need instead of just not speaking up because i hate confrontation.
i have confidence again. first time since i moved here. i still lack a lot of friends (whom i always miss) and acquaintances like i used to have. now i have a few groups of friends i hang out with a lot so we're all pretty close and i can be myself.
but still.
STILL.
when it comes to girls i always get nervous and dont have the balls/confidence to ask a girl out let alone what to do when we're hanging out alone. (2 diff chicks btw w00t). and its been over 6 months so i allowed myself ot adjust and make some friends before i pursued someone.
regardless. i miss you all. and i hope things are going well.