Jan 20, 2004 11:42
Im tired of all this DRAMA. I just want to leave. Everything I do is blown way out of proportion. Last night my mom told me that she didnt think that I was ready to leave. She told me that she thought I wasnt ready and if I was going to move to Tucson that she wouldnt fund my education until second semester. I need to take first semester off and just take a break from everything all together. So Im supposed to go to Tucson with no friends sit in a apartment all day and... I really need to talk to Cameron but I hate crying to him when I know he has his own problems.
Besides the only reason this is all happening is because my mom thinks Im going to go and get beat up again for being a fucking fruit. She wants to protect me from the world. Would I leave her and everything Ive ever known to go off to Tucso just to stair at the blank wall of some apartment for hours at end?
In a HEART BEAT!!!!