Dec 27, 2003 00:48
Well so many things have happened. Christams was so totali cool. I just went and bought more clothes today..
I lost friends over the break. I got to pick out my new car. I gained so many new friends. I did stuff that I never thought I would do. The thing between me and Westley is developing and its really scaring me. I dont really know what to do. I dont want to be in a relationship and I cant handle bad things. I dont know Im just a scaredy cat.
I think that my plans on college are changing. Im probably going to attend a different one. Im excited to get out of this hell hole and pursue something totali different. I was feeling really bad but the last couple of days, but why should I? I havent done anything wrong.