Nov 15, 2003 23:39
monica just was talking about what happened yesterday.... i forgot about it but now its all to real.... ONCE AGAIN.....
i was in the school bathroom getting ready for a play and the guys on the football team came in and threw water on me.... one of them said "its just water FaGgOt".....
i just dont get it.... i understand that people get called names but.....
i just hate all the crap that happens here.... and its like noone cares........
feel like suicide anyone....
no i shouldnt say that because there is no way that I would kill myself just because of some stuff that a football player did to me.... but im so tired of it..... and the sad thing is that i am beginning to feel numb to it.... like i dont care.....
and that is when u need to start worrying... cause when u feel like u dont care anymore.... then u have truly lost EvErYtHiNg