Jan 11, 2006 09:41
why is that i am alwaysalwaysalways thinking, so much
yet i can never think of what to say on livejournal
guess somethings you just cant express in words
nah, im right you cannot express this happiness in words
ive been clean for almost 2 weeks now, not from dope silly
cause well, if i got rid of dope completly, ahh dont get me started!
dont even get me started
im going snowboarding tonight with the rugrats, totally siked!
i live for this shit!!
(ganjfestinmaahhcarr)
totally, no other way to do it, oh ya maybe...sober?
fuck that, it has been DAYZ i tell you...dayz!
im loccoooo, thats for sure
i got an 86% on my political studies project, and a 96% on my english project( i wrote a lovestory*wink)
it was about me + well, ill leave that up to your imagination
my teacher told me she liked it..woohoo!
HOLDUP:this is random thoughts, back and forth between diffrent subjects in a couple of paragraphs
can you dig it?
ive gotten to the point where it was taking over everything
my body, mind, speech everything
and well the thing is IM SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT!
there is so much to this girl *RIGHTHERE* than you could possibly imagine, so much that even sometimes i think im going to exxplode!
i hope you love it as much as i do.
im building up my self confidence, because for once im absoloutly content with everything
i suppose it comes with maturity eh?
im 17! with quite a mind, im a young woman
yo-ung wo-man (i love that way that sounds)
growing up is rough, but it makes and shapes the person your going to be
i am the person i want to be!
& your going to love what ive become
so excited for life, so excited to experience, so blessed to be alive
feel the way i feel, feel everything i can feel no matter how good or bad
having feelings are amazing, I LIVE FOR FEELINGS.
im amazed by how the mind works with feelings and your heart
i really am, i surprise myself sometimes in the way i deal with things because of my heart.
ive got a big one, and i want to embrace everything i can with it
ps.there is a boy in my dreams & my feelings are secure
how does this feel?
overwhelming ...but i cant seeem to get enough
tata for nowww <3