so this is the new year, and i dont feel any different

[craigsbrother]

Have you ever had to literally talk to yourself in your head to stop thinking about something? I have had to do that alot lately. I was in class today and things that I don't want to think about kept popping up in my head and I had to close my eyes and just tell myself, "Steve, you are not going to think about that. Stop it."

Thankfully, it actually kind of worked. I just need to be on the lookout in the future. Nip it in the bud every time. Then maybe those thoughts will stop making me feel sad.

I guess you don't know what I'm even talking about. so this post was pointless. don't read it.