hmmm.
so things have been eventful and stressfull as of late. i constantly feel kind of crappy, and always cold. I wish we would turn the heat on in our house.
i am constantly thinking about this seperation. i don't really understand the concept of seperation and loss, its just really upsetting.
i hate school sometimes. i don't think staying here is an option at all for next semester, no matter what. i hope i get into the schools i applied too.
i also hope once i am accepted i will actuallly go there.
i am really scared and confused about whats to come.
i am constantly thinking about this seperation. i don't really understand the concept of seperation and loss, its just really upsetting.
i hate school sometimes. i don't think staying here is an option at all for next semester, no matter what. i hope i get into the schools i applied too.
i also hope once i am accepted i will actuallly go there.
i am really scared and confused about whats to come.