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[craignez_moi]

I think I can safely say that I'm not that horrible word which is ' single ' anymore.

Yes yes... laugh all you want. Its better if you just get it out of your systems. *sigh*

But for once in my life Im actually happy so you can all fuck off, thanks.

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[futureofthefae]

...so nice to know I meant so much to you...

I hope you're always this happy though.

[craignez_moi]

Hmmm.. likewise, mate.

Or do you just knock up girls and go off and get married while you're together with all of your significant others?

Or am I just special.

[futureofthefae]

Actually, if you haven't noticed, I *have* done that with all my significant others. You just seem to be the only one who has a problem with it.

You *are* special though, Sasha. Just, not in *that* way.

[craignez_moi]

Oh pardon me..

Find a place in your heart to forgive me because I dont appreciate the fact that the man I love is going around fucking other people.

God damn am I selfish or what.

[futureofthefae]

Hypocrite.

You did the same thing.

Hell, you have NO right to say a word to me about that since you fucking RAPED Fei while we were supposedly a couple.

Care to try again?

[craignez_moi]

Sure.

At least my morals are good now and that was a thing of the past. But you just cant let it go, can you. I try and get my life back on track and there you are, bringing up the negative.

You didn't know me before all this, in fact, you hardly know me now.

Dont come between Fei and I because our issues are ones that WE have to deal with, and I dont need your comments to trigger off any memories that I have TRIED to forget.

Ive known Fei longer than you ever will, I was the one who found him.

Dont fucking start this, Jalireth. Because when it comes to Fei, you have no idea what you're talking about.

And at least I didn't go off and get married.

[futureofthefae]

What does me being married have to do with anything? It's not like you ever loved me that much that you'd want to marry me....

And you're right. I'll leave Fei out of it.

You still went out and fucked Niome while we were supposedly a couple though.

[craignez_moi]

Sex is one thing, but dont fucking go off and get married while we're together.

I think thats a little extreme.

[futureofthefae]

By the time Ivory and I got married, you and I had already fallen apart. I'm beginning to get the feeling you never loved me anyway. I was convenient, and innocent, and corruptable, and you just wanted someone you could drag down with you.

Look at me today. Aren't you proud?

Damn it. We do this every time. I don't want to fight with you anymore. I really do just want you to be happy...and since I could never do that, I'm glad you've found someone else who can.

[craignez_moi]

You're the one who obviously wanted this argument.

If you didn't you wouldn't have clicked the bloody comment button, mate.

And you brought half of it upon yourself. I believe the day we met I warned you about what other people thought about me and oh, thats right, you didn't care.

You should have known what you were getting yourself sucked into.

[futureofthefae]

I thought I could love you...I thought you'd love me just as much. Perhaps I should thank you for the lessons you gave me, Sensei. That I can't even trust people I love. That I can't trust those who say they love me.

How could I have known what I was getting myself into? You were sweet and beautiful and I thought I saw sincerity in your eyes.

I'll never be fooled again.

I could never make you my world...I was never yours. I can only give what I am given, after all.

[craignez_moi]

But you WERE Jalireth, thats the thing!

Please stop being such a drama queen.

You know I loved you, and I did warn you about what kind of person I was.

And I still love you for giving ame a chance unlike eveyrone else in this world.

But I hate you so much for what you did.

[futureofthefae]

I'm sorry.

I wanted to change the world for you. I wanted to make everything wonderful for you.

Didn't I warn you as well? I'm a curse. I can only bring pain.

I'm sorry I couldn't be everything you deserved me to be. I'll never stop loving you...though I've hated you for a very long time now....

...we're so fucked up...

[craignez_moi]

You cant change the world.

[futureofthefae]

Why not?

[craignez_moi]

Don't be foolish.