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oh man... i was just sifting through my past posts and found this one:
i'm 24 today. and i feel much older and more bitter than i should. [Jun. 14th, 2005|05:12 pm]
birthdays. the time to reflect back, even more indepth, at yet another year completely wasted with not a single fucking thing to show for it.
by 25
-i'll have that perfect woman who i treat like and refer to as my queen.
-i'll have a house. (preferably a monolithic dome home that i built)
-i'll be able to financially help out my broke ass mother.
-people will be buying my paintings.
-i will have a legitimate exhibition.
-i will have done several live shows with the female vocalist (preferably my queen) i'll be working with. and people will love us.
-i'll make significantly more than the like $8000 a year chicken feed that i make now.
-i will have health and dental insurance.
-my wardrobe will consist of more than just black hanes t-shirts and authentically worn out blue jeans.
-i will have actually paid off or at least begun paying off all of my debts.
-i won't be focusing 100% of my energy on other people, but will instead think of myself more often. (except when it comes to my queen's needs)
what the fuck!? 27 is creeping up on me now and not a single step closer to any of them...
this year though, i gave myself one goal before the birthday. get in shape. that's totally doable.
i'm 24 today. and i feel much older and more bitter than i should. [Jun. 14th, 2005|05:12 pm]
birthdays. the time to reflect back, even more indepth, at yet another year completely wasted with not a single fucking thing to show for it.
by 25
-i'll have that perfect woman who i treat like and refer to as my queen.
-i'll have a house. (preferably a monolithic dome home that i built)
-i'll be able to financially help out my broke ass mother.
-people will be buying my paintings.
-i will have a legitimate exhibition.
-i will have done several live shows with the female vocalist (preferably my queen) i'll be working with. and people will love us.
-i'll make significantly more than the like $8000 a year chicken feed that i make now.
-i will have health and dental insurance.
-my wardrobe will consist of more than just black hanes t-shirts and authentically worn out blue jeans.
-i will have actually paid off or at least begun paying off all of my debts.
-i won't be focusing 100% of my energy on other people, but will instead think of myself more often. (except when it comes to my queen's needs)
what the fuck!? 27 is creeping up on me now and not a single step closer to any of them...
this year though, i gave myself one goal before the birthday. get in shape. that's totally doable.