Mar 15, 2005 22:06
I had an awesome time last night. Anna called me, and I was hesitant to answer. Not because it was her, it's jus' I get neverous when I talk to people, even people who are my best buddies in the world. Anywho- So she calls and wants to go singing. Of course I replied yes, I mean come on! Singing! My one true passion, after writing of course! ^_^ I go to brush my teeth and look in the mirror. I was not about to go off looking the way I did, so I quickly through an essemble together and was off. I met her at her outside her dorm and we were off. I drove us around Troy one time and she said let's go to Dothan. I said okay and we were off. We had really great conversations that night. I'm a very open person, and I really haven't been since I got to Troy; mainly because I really haven't made close friends with people. I feel great now that she, Anna, knows my big secret, although maybe it's not so big. It was great finally getting off my chest because I feel like I'm lying to everyone. And of course she was totally cool with it! Anna is the greatest!
On to better news: I get to read tomorrow night. I'm so nervous because I'm not a great public speaker. I feel like I can't breathe and I start shaking. Wonderful! lol. I actually think I'll be okay because a lot of the people I know will be there; other creative writers and playwrights. I'm really excited about it, I can't believe Ms. H asked me to read. I'm my own worst critic ever, and by her wanting me to read makes me feel really great about my abilities. Now if I can jus' write a damn play...