Jun 21, 2004 00:25
Hey all, or few, i'm not even sure who reads this stuff anymore. I'm also not sure how much longer i'm gonna be updating this because there's a lot of other stuff going on in my life. The last few weeks have sucked mega-ass. I won't go into details about why i'm single now, i promised a good friend i wouldn't speak anything further of it and i'm gonna stick to that word. so anyways, moving on...
the band is working much faster now, we hope to be playing shows by mid-july. That's a-ok with me because i want to play as often as possible, anywhere possible. Me and justin agreed (and scott probably would as well), we'd play a show three hours away for free if we had to. I'd prefer to get paid at least to cancel out the gas money but if not i'm not gonna bitch about it. Sometimes life is hard, deal with it rather than making excuses. I've slowly learned that throughout this past year, and the teaching methods were rather harsh. it wasn't a single event, just a culmination of events that taught me how to deal with problems rather than either ignoring them or hiding from them. People say "well the band's good but you'll never make it." These words are the fuel that keeps me going. I want to become big just to make people either their words. I've been underestimated all my life, now's the time to stop complaining about it and prove people wrong...
but yeah anyways, bass auditions start next week, so do shopping for BIG ass guitar amps (which is gonna set me back 1000 dollars), and getting ready for gigs. Then after July 10th, i guess we're good to go...
I'll have show updates around that time, but honestly i doubt i'll be on this thing much anymore
For those about to rock, and more importantly for those who started rocking and never really stopped... i salute you.