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I got my A level results today. It was enough to get me into my firm choice - so why aren't I excited, giddy, heel kickingly excited? One of the reasons, I think, is moving so far away from Rotherham. I think this is because Rotherham is home, and the security blanket that makes it. Secondly, I wanted to be in Manchester to have Emma near by and associated links to nostalga (places I used to go, the Windmill, JJSMTC etc etc). Thirdly, I'm going to miss Robbie. Will we work leaving in different parts of the country? Who knows. What is good to remember that England is a small country, you're never really more than a few hours from anyone by train. I want us to, but I must admit to my trust issues towards Robbie. Want_fun gives links to a few ghosts in Manchester that I'd rather not have re-emerge.
I think I'm also unhappy because my ego needed higher grades. I know what I'm capable of verbally, I'm just terrible in exams. I have it all in here *points at head*, it's just getting it out.
Anyway, good news is the grades were enough to get me to uni.