Nov 10, 2007 20:27
So when I started restricting again not long ago - (Monday? Sunday?) I weighed 237.8. As of this morning I weighed 228.8. Not bad for a week's work or slightly less than a week. I feel awful though because Mom MADE me go out to dinner with her tonight and I had fish and chips. I feel so full and disgusting. I hate this feeling .. I remember it well but part of me welcomes it because it means I know I'm back in "the mode."
When I was eating everything in sight and gaining this weight eating a normal dinner didn't bother me - now I feel like a pig. Now I know I'm back on track.