My Soldier's Comin' Home
Happy Valentines Day everybody! I got my gift at 2am this morning when Jason called for the first time in days. He couldn't call me sooner because he was on his way to Kuwait. In just a few weeks he will be flying from Kuwait to Germany, when he gets there he will buy his plane ticket home. I'm very excited, it seemed like this day would never come. Three weeks is still a long time, but I have made it well over half of the wait. I'm almost through with being lonely.
I am so bored. I just got to work and I can already tell it's going to be a boring, lonely, non-productive day. Oh well. Jessica, Patrick, possibly Giles, and I are supposed to go to Painter's Bluff today after Jessica and I get off work. Patrick has never been there so I can't wait for him to check it out. It's so beautiful there. I must take my camera and get some pictures so I can post them up.
Well it is official that my father has made me look like a fool once again. This time I literally bought into his lies and lost 300 dollars. Fuck him. He makes me sick, just to think about his ways and his reasonings. How could he hurt his own child so much? He doesn't even care and that's sad. Every time I just start to think I can trust him again he screws me over even worse than before.
I have already given the man $2,500, why must he take more from me? Why must he indulge in his addictions with my money?!? Asshole.
I spent lots of money this weekend. Now it seems that it will not be replaced by the money I let that asshole borrow. I bought Mom some Valentines gifts from Bath and Body Works and I also got her some roses. I bought 2 CDs, some curlers, a straightening iron, and some black flip flops with diamond butterflies. They are perty. I'm wearing them now.
I gave up spending money on clothes for Jesus for 40 days. This is going to be really tough, considering that I will be wanting to get new outfits to wear when Jason comes home. I was wanting new pajamas too, for when we rented the cabin. Oh well, I still have the cute monkey ones that Christie got me for Christmas.
Christie is the cutest pregnant person I've ever seen! Brain proposed to her the other day, she's got a really pretty ring. They want to get married in Florida.
Jessica and Patrick can't keep their hands off of eachother. As for me, well, Mr. Pink and I are managing.
I am so bored. I just got to work and I can already tell it's going to be a boring, lonely, non-productive day. Oh well. Jessica, Patrick, possibly Giles, and I are supposed to go to Painter's Bluff today after Jessica and I get off work. Patrick has never been there so I can't wait for him to check it out. It's so beautiful there. I must take my camera and get some pictures so I can post them up.
Well it is official that my father has made me look like a fool once again. This time I literally bought into his lies and lost 300 dollars. Fuck him. He makes me sick, just to think about his ways and his reasonings. How could he hurt his own child so much? He doesn't even care and that's sad. Every time I just start to think I can trust him again he screws me over even worse than before.
I have already given the man $2,500, why must he take more from me? Why must he indulge in his addictions with my money?!? Asshole.
I spent lots of money this weekend. Now it seems that it will not be replaced by the money I let that asshole borrow. I bought Mom some Valentines gifts from Bath and Body Works and I also got her some roses. I bought 2 CDs, some curlers, a straightening iron, and some black flip flops with diamond butterflies. They are perty. I'm wearing them now.
I gave up spending money on clothes for Jesus for 40 days. This is going to be really tough, considering that I will be wanting to get new outfits to wear when Jason comes home. I was wanting new pajamas too, for when we rented the cabin. Oh well, I still have the cute monkey ones that Christie got me for Christmas.
Christie is the cutest pregnant person I've ever seen! Brain proposed to her the other day, she's got a really pretty ring. They want to get married in Florida.
Jessica and Patrick can't keep their hands off of eachother. As for me, well, Mr. Pink and I are managing.