Head for the hills so we never have to say goodbye. We are failures by design.

Feb 25, 2006 09:42

hmm. pfft. we fail.
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but enough of that. So hmm. what am I doing is the question I guess. I do not know. What I do know is that I am missing 20 things that belong to me. and I have to pay like um 120 dollars to the court for a speeding ticket and 239 because casey left a god damn pipe in the drivers seat while I was sleeping. Oh well. I'm not going to worry about it. I'm sure he has enough to worry about being locked up with his parents and shit. What else? let's see. The baton rouge relocation seems to be on an indefinete hiatus due to multiple factors (i.e. money, indecision ect.) I dont know. Noone really reads this so that's good.

I am going to be substitute teaching in the Bossier\Caddo Parish regions because I have nothing better to do and I need to money and it may be amusing to be in front of the kids instead of sitting with them.

"she didn't chose this role, but she'll play it and make it sincere from the teeth right down to the blood at your feet"

Tomorrow is Valentines day. What a wonderful day. ugh. gosh. Maybe i'll ask this girl to be my Valentine. maybe not. Maybe i'm still 14 stuck in a bigger more bragadico body. alas. alas. alas. and some woe for good measure.

FUCK!

so ok. like. I just need to get back in school. get a degree in law. be a lawyer. put my dreams in a special lock box. throw it to the bottom of the Mariana's(sp) Trench and just forget everything and live a nice productive, medicated life. can I do this? no probably not. so what the fuck am I supposed to do?

"Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in a caberate"

Anyways. I think that about sums up 1\22222 of what I have going on. God I wish I wasnt to fucking useless. score yes!

hahaha for the win.

_love
__john
___cause
____thats
_____nice
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