(no subject)
wow it has finally set in taht i leave in a week....
holy shit!!!
I can't believe that tonight was possiblely the last time i see everyone from Fabius until christmas time....
damn
well mike texted me thinking i'm gonna see him , yeah right he stood me up TWICE why should i waste my time for him he was more then likely drunk when he texts me anyway. yeah i like him and all but he's not worth it.
I really like Kyle and i don't want to hurt him but i think i'm gonna have to leave him totally soon maybe i should just back off all together it's not i've been dating him for a long time or anything
*sighs
maybe i should be a total bitch to him and he won't want to be around me anymore or totally clingey i don't know
well i'm done here before i start balling my eyes out
good night to all the next entry will be from Mo'ville
later