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[cradlethesilenc]

This was Ryan and my convo....

CKYBam06: i need to ask u something
CKYBam06: actually tell u something
darks0rceress666: what
CKYBam06: i feel like this happened too fast
darks0rceress666: i see
darks0rceress666: so...
darks0rceress666: what do you want to do
CKYBam06: i dunno i have always rushed into relationships and they always end up ending very painfully with me cutting my wrist
darks0rceress666: :-\
darks0rceress666: well we can slow down if you want
CKYBam06: u mean break up
darks0rceress666: no
darks0rceress666: lol
CKYBam06: thats what i mean too fast though
darks0rceress666: yea..
CKYBam06: were already going out, and honestly we hardly know each other
darks0rceress666: good point
darks0rceress666: yea....making out after not really talking
darks0rceress666: yea
CKYBam06: can we just start as friends and see where it goes from there?
darks0rceress666: sure
CKYBam06: cause i know this will end bad if we keep going
CKYBam06: im sry!
darks0rceress666: lol
darks0rceress666: no its ok
darks0rceress666: i know what you mean
CKYBam06: u arent hurt are u?
darks0rceress666: no
CKYBam06: promise?
darks0rceress666: yes
CKYBam06: i love u!
CKYBam06: lol
darks0rceress666: lol
darks0rceress666: love you too
CKYBam06: hehe oink

I dont know what to do.....i want to keep him......but i dont want to do the same thing that i did to aaron.....i really really really hope that he will change his mind.....i like him alot....despite what Devon said about him....i dont care...