Two days.
Well, it's two days so far that I normally would have been able to sleep in and recuperate from being so sick that have been ruined. My sister shows up in the morning with her kids and then looks surprised when I'm not sleeping anymore. Then she proceeds to unload every negative thing she can possibly say about everything in general.
Everything around her.
Everyone around her.
Anything and Everything.
It's not only wearing on me, but also on my recovery. I'm supposed to be trying to get well and instead I'm having to worry about more stress related blood sugar crashes. This stresses me even more than the usual stress.
This morning I had no choice but to simply walk down to my basement where they don't usually go. It's still much too early and I cannot risk interaction yet. I may possibly say something out of character for myself. I'm trying to keep things to where I am still a very nice person and I guess I'm just going to have to see this as a challenge and step up to it.
Also, John is nowhere to be found. No doubt because I specifically told him that I did not want to be bothered this morning and he knows exactly what I meant. I'm pretty sure he knows that I"m gunning for him now.
Everything around her.
Everyone around her.
Anything and Everything.
It's not only wearing on me, but also on my recovery. I'm supposed to be trying to get well and instead I'm having to worry about more stress related blood sugar crashes. This stresses me even more than the usual stress.
This morning I had no choice but to simply walk down to my basement where they don't usually go. It's still much too early and I cannot risk interaction yet. I may possibly say something out of character for myself. I'm trying to keep things to where I am still a very nice person and I guess I'm just going to have to see this as a challenge and step up to it.
Also, John is nowhere to be found. No doubt because I specifically told him that I did not want to be bothered this morning and he knows exactly what I meant. I'm pretty sure he knows that I"m gunning for him now.