Things in life and life in things

Nov 28, 2006 23:02

This last weekend I found out a lot about myself and my friends. The things I thought I knew were replaced by reality and it struck me really hard. I won't name name's because it's not fair to those involved and I don't want any drama.

While my vacation was eye-opening it was also fun. There were many great points, like the Street Rats and hooka with the girls. And, other parts were a mitxture of reality and numbness. I've learned to become numb to my feelings towards people, which is so new to me. I feel so high and yet so gloomy at the same time that I'm suffering from dizzy-spells and I can't consentrate on my work.

Why this love, why now, when I can't have it?
I defy you stars...

~S~
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