Beautiful chaos
What an adventure this year has been. I have fallen in and out of love with the same person for four years now.. What an odd relationship. I thought about being with this person forever and then at times I felt trapped by him too. It's so hard to let go of my best friend. It's got to be done though. He's chosen someone else and I can't let myself forget that. I also can't trick myself into thinking I was happy. There are plenty of people in this world filled with love, just waiting on the right person to give it to. I just can't be with someone that is overflowing with selfishness and just doesn't care about me or my future.
I'm keeping his king sized bed.
I'm going to try and keep good memories too but right now they are all just a foggy dream.
I'm not going to be vengeful or ugly. I will rise above... Just like I have before.
Heartbreak hurts but it gets easier. I'm learning to love myself and shove everything bad out of my life. Out of sight, out of mind.
Learned that the hard way.
Love love love yourself Sonia
I'm keeping his king sized bed.
I'm going to try and keep good memories too but right now they are all just a foggy dream.
I'm not going to be vengeful or ugly. I will rise above... Just like I have before.
Heartbreak hurts but it gets easier. I'm learning to love myself and shove everything bad out of my life. Out of sight, out of mind.
Learned that the hard way.
Love love love yourself Sonia