Barely Breathing
Click to viewThis song expresses so much of what I'm feeling right now.
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care,
and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
I've been here waiting for someone who uses me at their own convenience. When it's good, we're friends. When it's not good for her, silence. And surprisingly, I still find myself standing here waiting. I'm willing to wait.
I've come to find, I may never know
Your changing mind, is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time you come and go
Please don't, you come and go
I really don't know what you are thinking any more.
Somehow this whole situation is making me feel extremely stupid. I don't know if all this is worth it. I don't know if I should continue fighting for it. I want to so badly. I want that connection that we had, but I can't keep trying if you're not pulling. It feels like you've already dropped your end of the rope. I'm not strong enough.