things that i need
1.some organization skills
2.some amphetamine for the morning (just for the morning, my brain itself seems to catch up to the rest of the world about mid-day)
3.some focused direction (see #1)
4. my dog here (so i can pet him and have good conversation and look at his little butt)
5.a personal stylist
6. better "fronting skills."
7. an empathy redux ( i can explain away anyones behavior blaming it on "what they've been through")
8. some consistency (see # 1)
9. some self esteem as opposed to self love
10. to stop acting like a child and dressing like a child and whining like a child and shaving so i look like a child and constantly being helpless
11. to stop making these lists cuz i don't want to do any of this stuff because i'm afraid it will rob me of being me
12. to realize me is the problem as far as stagnation is considered.
2.some amphetamine for the morning (just for the morning, my brain itself seems to catch up to the rest of the world about mid-day)
3.some focused direction (see #1)
4. my dog here (so i can pet him and have good conversation and look at his little butt)
5.a personal stylist
6. better "fronting skills."
7. an empathy redux ( i can explain away anyones behavior blaming it on "what they've been through")
8. some consistency (see # 1)
9. some self esteem as opposed to self love
10. to stop acting like a child and dressing like a child and whining like a child and shaving so i look like a child and constantly being helpless
11. to stop making these lists cuz i don't want to do any of this stuff because i'm afraid it will rob me of being me
12. to realize me is the problem as far as stagnation is considered.