May 05, 2005 07:06
[rant] I know I haven't updated in forever, but it's been so weird. It's always weird. But just to mention a few things. My last post was so silly, but this one is more on a serious note. Rose showed me these links to some My Space thingers, I was amazed and disgusted at some people. At their attempt to get other peoples attention. I don't know, I know I have posted pictures of myself before, but now I don't even do anything. I'm just there, I don't find a need to take pictures unless it's something fairly amusing.
I'm not trying to bash anyone that does but, there are a couple of people in particular, that they took the flaunting pictures to a whole new extreme. I have known these people since I was in third grade, it's so weird to see them popping out of their shirt... I get so revolted. I know I haven't changed I'm still as, well...
*wonders if that is why she hasn't had much luck with boys... that and her being obssessed with pretty homosexual boys doesn't help...*
Either way... I dunno why but I just felt like ranting. I guess I just don't like for people to become my friend because I "have a nice bazoombas rack" or "nice arse ass" or acko!! *slaps self* eww ewe ewkjksdjfgkjgkgjhisdhkljsjfks
[/rant]
[the downlow? down up sideways?] My mother had been taken to the hospital again, a couple of weeks ago for her new treatment. It doesn't seem to be working, but she says it is. So I'll take her word for it. I am still isolated in the house, trying to just stay away from people... *no not trying to be anti-social* I just don't want to see people. I get so overly emotional. Haha "emo" *cringe*. Wow what else? Oh yeah, I love how I'm eighteen and I still can't really do everything I want to do and all. I have only been to one concert in my whole... everything. And I really wanted to go and all. But my mom would prefer me not to go, so yeah just to make mumsy happy... :( Nothing new, I guess. Wow enough me babbling. [/downlow or whatnot]
*I have a new found respect for pineapples.
I promise to update sooner, maybe if I get disgusted again? Ickie acko...