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Well I think Jeremy knows how I feel about him. How, I HAVE NO IDEA! But I want to find out because he's been ignoring me for the past two days. An it just sucks because I don't know what to do.
I mean I know that your suppost to get hurt in life, but why does it always seem to happen to me all the time!!!!!!!! An now i'm scared that if I like anybody that all I'm gonna end up doing is getting hurt. Now that I think about it I don't know if there was ever a time that i've been in a relationship and I haven't gotten hurt. An one of those time it didn't really count as a relationship he just used me because he thought it would help him get over chelsea c. Then he just stopped talking to me one day and still he won't really talk to me at all and I don't know why. I guess the phrase "always the girl never the girlfriend" really applies to me. Cause my best guy friend who i used to have a crush on said that he never asked me out because he was scared he would ruin our friendship. I mean that's how i feel with Jeremy but what i don't understand is why can't guys and sometimes girls grant it, just ever be friends with someone after they break up or whatever, unless it was just something completely horrible and that person was physco or whatever. But other then that, like if it was mutual or something you could just stil be friends. Of course people say they are going to be friends and then they don't talk to the person. I tried to change this year and I did in so many ways but one of my things to change was not to let people bother me as much as did, i've done a little better but still It drives me nuts when someone won't talk to me after a stupid fight or whatever the cause! Ok new subject I feel like all i'm doing is repeating myself over and over again.
Ok, I really don't understand geometry at all! Well I do it's just hard. An of course my tutor would have to be Jeremy. Oh crap! I give up, I'm just going to go run at the track or something and then finish my homework!!!!!
-rachel
I mean I know that your suppost to get hurt in life, but why does it always seem to happen to me all the time!!!!!!!! An now i'm scared that if I like anybody that all I'm gonna end up doing is getting hurt. Now that I think about it I don't know if there was ever a time that i've been in a relationship and I haven't gotten hurt. An one of those time it didn't really count as a relationship he just used me because he thought it would help him get over chelsea c. Then he just stopped talking to me one day and still he won't really talk to me at all and I don't know why. I guess the phrase "always the girl never the girlfriend" really applies to me. Cause my best guy friend who i used to have a crush on said that he never asked me out because he was scared he would ruin our friendship. I mean that's how i feel with Jeremy but what i don't understand is why can't guys and sometimes girls grant it, just ever be friends with someone after they break up or whatever, unless it was just something completely horrible and that person was physco or whatever. But other then that, like if it was mutual or something you could just stil be friends. Of course people say they are going to be friends and then they don't talk to the person. I tried to change this year and I did in so many ways but one of my things to change was not to let people bother me as much as did, i've done a little better but still It drives me nuts when someone won't talk to me after a stupid fight or whatever the cause! Ok new subject I feel like all i'm doing is repeating myself over and over again.
Ok, I really don't understand geometry at all! Well I do it's just hard. An of course my tutor would have to be Jeremy. Oh crap! I give up, I'm just going to go run at the track or something and then finish my homework!!!!!
-rachel