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current issues:
-school is so stressful
-its amazing how tired i am
-i have headaches almost every day
-we have TOO MUCH pointless homework
-proofs are absolutely useless
-volleyball is GAY
-being nice to people is extremely difficult when youre stressed to the point of mental breakdown
-this causes unintentional conflicts
-which leads to more stress
-and it all starts over..........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thats all i have to say about school....the only class i actually enjoy this year is history!! which is strange b/c thats always what ive hated the MOST. and thats the class that we do the most busy work in. hmmmm who knows. im just weird like that. history actually interests me for some unknown reason....
geometry SUCKS THE BIGGEST ONE EVER KNOWN TO MANKIND! its so gay....and i dont understand - this stresses me out far beyond any other problem. math has always been the subject that i catch onto with no struggle at all!! and now i just feel helpless.....i HATE that feeling.
on the other end of the scale - i LOVE spanish!!! its so much fun...and i understand completely! i made a 105 on the test and my average is like 101 and i LOVE it!! i wish i had it later than first period, though b/c im never awake enough to fully enjoy it.
ahhhhh life is way too hard. im only 14 (15 ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) life shouldnt be this hard - they say the best years of your life are in high school but i just dont see how thats possible! maybe if youre an average student and you dont have all the stupid expectations to live up to, then you MIGHT have the time of your life. but if youre like me and constantly focus on GPA then you dont really have time for any TRUE relaxation.
whatever - i dont want to deal with this right now.....i need to study for my permit test!! HECK YES ITS FRIDAY!!! I CANT WAIT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
-school is so stressful
-its amazing how tired i am
-i have headaches almost every day
-we have TOO MUCH pointless homework
-proofs are absolutely useless
-volleyball is GAY
-being nice to people is extremely difficult when youre stressed to the point of mental breakdown
-this causes unintentional conflicts
-which leads to more stress
-and it all starts over..........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thats all i have to say about school....the only class i actually enjoy this year is history!! which is strange b/c thats always what ive hated the MOST. and thats the class that we do the most busy work in. hmmmm who knows. im just weird like that. history actually interests me for some unknown reason....
geometry SUCKS THE BIGGEST ONE EVER KNOWN TO MANKIND! its so gay....and i dont understand - this stresses me out far beyond any other problem. math has always been the subject that i catch onto with no struggle at all!! and now i just feel helpless.....i HATE that feeling.
on the other end of the scale - i LOVE spanish!!! its so much fun...and i understand completely! i made a 105 on the test and my average is like 101 and i LOVE it!! i wish i had it later than first period, though b/c im never awake enough to fully enjoy it.
ahhhhh life is way too hard. im only 14 (15 ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) life shouldnt be this hard - they say the best years of your life are in high school but i just dont see how thats possible! maybe if youre an average student and you dont have all the stupid expectations to live up to, then you MIGHT have the time of your life. but if youre like me and constantly focus on GPA then you dont really have time for any TRUE relaxation.
whatever - i dont want to deal with this right now.....i need to study for my permit test!! HECK YES ITS FRIDAY!!! I CANT WAIT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!