(no subject)
me: hello?
geri: are you done yet ?
me: with what?
geri: WITH YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE ?!
me: sure, give me one while asking if i have one.
[she calls back]
me: hello ?
geri: you know, you could have just taken advantage of the fact that no one waas over, and no one would be home for a few hours. we could have gotten dinner, relaxed, but no, you had to be a BITCH about things
me: but thats what i wanted to do ! i was fine until you came, I WAS FINE! I WAS FINE GERI! I WAS DOING FINE!
[she calls back, im crying]
me: [softly] im sorry
geri: no, now im not fucking coming home.
me: ok. goodbye
WHY DOES NO ONE LIKE ME ? no one wants to be around me lately. people have stopped talking to me altogether. robyn decides to forget i have FIT classes every saturday and decides that since im not home around i dont know, whatever time she wanted me to be, she'd go to joes where after a certain time he cant leave the house, so when i call she stays with him and im home, with nothing to do, no friends. i really have no fucking friends. no one wants to be around me, i dont get it. i mean, im hideous, and a bitch, and i dont know what else there is, but i mean im obviously a bad fucking person. bad, bad, bad.
haha. i cried myself to sleep last night for the first time ever. i sometimes cry BEFORE sleep, but i fell asleep crying. it was nuts. and you know why ? cause people leave me. they always fucking leave me.
yeah bye
geri: are you done yet ?
me: with what?
geri: WITH YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE ?!
me: sure, give me one while asking if i have one.
[she calls back]
me: hello ?
geri: you know, you could have just taken advantage of the fact that no one waas over, and no one would be home for a few hours. we could have gotten dinner, relaxed, but no, you had to be a BITCH about things
me: but thats what i wanted to do ! i was fine until you came, I WAS FINE! I WAS FINE GERI! I WAS DOING FINE!
[she calls back, im crying]
me: [softly] im sorry
geri: no, now im not fucking coming home.
me: ok. goodbye
WHY DOES NO ONE LIKE ME ? no one wants to be around me lately. people have stopped talking to me altogether. robyn decides to forget i have FIT classes every saturday and decides that since im not home around i dont know, whatever time she wanted me to be, she'd go to joes where after a certain time he cant leave the house, so when i call she stays with him and im home, with nothing to do, no friends. i really have no fucking friends. no one wants to be around me, i dont get it. i mean, im hideous, and a bitch, and i dont know what else there is, but i mean im obviously a bad fucking person. bad, bad, bad.
haha. i cried myself to sleep last night for the first time ever. i sometimes cry BEFORE sleep, but i fell asleep crying. it was nuts. and you know why ? cause people leave me. they always fucking leave me.
yeah bye