behind a candy covered wall
no one knows my brain
do you feel special or used ? do i think more thank you do ?
i get obsessed real easy now, sweetheart
dont take me seriously now, sweetheart
roll the dice and land on me, land on me
in our opposing sides of view im open and you pretend not to be closed
with my handicapped keyboard i listen to the dragging sounds of clashing, crashing, and rising again
you keep catching me with your god-damned net
youre my safety net
you constantly bring me from safety to danger, infectuous like a disease
looking at you is like a mirror into my past that you never cared to know
i dont know if you search for me or just avoid me
but youre still my undwanted safety net
i was doing fine without you
i am just a curious girl with unwrapped chocolate
the wrappings were gold and red but theyre gone now
i feel like i lied to you because youre blind
but im blind too, love
im manipulative, my laugh is infecting, just like my voice
its all you can see and its all i can see
dont you know that i just need someone ?
dont you see? why dont you back away ?
you cant be my someone you would never be happy
id take anything addressed to me and you were the prettiest package
maybe youre not blind maybe its just propaganda
everything seems wounderful and then you get here
and once you get here you dont want to leave
but youll leave one day cause everyone does
im just an island people visit
and youre still my safety net
you did sound oh-so-perfect to me
what did you expect?
im such a disaster but you see through an optimistic lens
like a safety net, you subconciously plan to bring me back to danger
yeah its what i do when im thinking. sorry to bother you pretty people :D
that's not bright eyes, but bright eyes is so wounderful anyway.
i smell like pool water. maybe i should shower.
x