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I came to a conclusion tonight, as I sat on the bench with Glenn, that I really don't have any problems. Let me explain:
1. I don't have relationship problems. Glenn and I miraculously don't have problems. We don't argue. We don't have breakups. We can't stay mad at each other. We're fine.
2. I don't have friend problems. My friends and I are fine. Frankly I'm too damned selfless to care.
3. I don't have family problems. My mother is cool with me. We have a good relationship. My father, well, I just don't care. Everything is fine.
4. I don't have any major problems with myself. I'm not depressed or anything. I'm quite fine with the way I look.
I guess I only really have 2 "problems":
1. I can never find the happy medium between selfless, and selfish. I'm either or.
2. Because of the fact that I don't have problems, I make other peoples problems my problems, just because I need something to complain about, because I don't have any problems of my own. If I ever do have problems, I don't care that much. All of my life, I was always a spoiled brat, without a care or worry. Always happy, always getting everything I wanted. And to be honest, I'm still that way. Is this wrong? I just think it's weird how I'm always happy. Nothing ever gets me down that much. I just don't care enough. I never cry. I'm never depressed. I've never been truly suicidal. I'm overly optimistic. My whole life is the goddamn bright side. It's all rainbows and balloons. Everything is fine. It's a blessing and a curse.
Can someone please comment and tell me if there's something wrong with me, or if i just have it too good or something?
1. I don't have relationship problems. Glenn and I miraculously don't have problems. We don't argue. We don't have breakups. We can't stay mad at each other. We're fine.
2. I don't have friend problems. My friends and I are fine. Frankly I'm too damned selfless to care.
3. I don't have family problems. My mother is cool with me. We have a good relationship. My father, well, I just don't care. Everything is fine.
4. I don't have any major problems with myself. I'm not depressed or anything. I'm quite fine with the way I look.
I guess I only really have 2 "problems":
1. I can never find the happy medium between selfless, and selfish. I'm either or.
2. Because of the fact that I don't have problems, I make other peoples problems my problems, just because I need something to complain about, because I don't have any problems of my own. If I ever do have problems, I don't care that much. All of my life, I was always a spoiled brat, without a care or worry. Always happy, always getting everything I wanted. And to be honest, I'm still that way. Is this wrong? I just think it's weird how I'm always happy. Nothing ever gets me down that much. I just don't care enough. I never cry. I'm never depressed. I've never been truly suicidal. I'm overly optimistic. My whole life is the goddamn bright side. It's all rainbows and balloons. Everything is fine. It's a blessing and a curse.
Can someone please comment and tell me if there's something wrong with me, or if i just have it too good or something?