Lack of....everything.
Argh, this weekend was....it had it's WAY high points...and its WAYYYY low points.
I've never had problems with Glenn, and now that I kinda do, it makes me want to continuously cry for hours on end. I miss him, and I miss the old days, when I could never get mad at him, and I wasn't so high maintenance and bitchy. We didn't get to talk like planned today, his father isn't back from Kentucky yet, and he can't go anywhere. Things with his mom...goddamn, they suck. I wish she was more understanding. I feel so bad about Firday night, I was re-reading the things I wrote to him, and I feel so bad, I don't know what came over me. I feel so horrible.
Saturday night on the other hand rocked so hard, yet was so depressing. I had a lot of fun hanging out with everyone. I'm so psyched that Skuz thinks we rock. And I can't wait for Friday. Gary and his fucken smoking is going to make me sick. I swear, I have no tolerance for pot what-so-ever, and he goes and smokes a joint right next to me, and I felt like passing out, and I had a killer headache.
I get to go bellydancing with Laura and Michelle tomorrow, which is making me so happy, I'm so excited, because it's new, and Laura says it's a ton on fun, which I'm excited about, and aparently you burn like 5-600 calories!! EXERCISE! Haha. Something I desperately need. Ugh...::grabs at stomach fat:: Haha.
I miss a lot of things.............
I've never had problems with Glenn, and now that I kinda do, it makes me want to continuously cry for hours on end. I miss him, and I miss the old days, when I could never get mad at him, and I wasn't so high maintenance and bitchy. We didn't get to talk like planned today, his father isn't back from Kentucky yet, and he can't go anywhere. Things with his mom...goddamn, they suck. I wish she was more understanding. I feel so bad about Firday night, I was re-reading the things I wrote to him, and I feel so bad, I don't know what came over me. I feel so horrible.
Saturday night on the other hand rocked so hard, yet was so depressing. I had a lot of fun hanging out with everyone. I'm so psyched that Skuz thinks we rock. And I can't wait for Friday. Gary and his fucken smoking is going to make me sick. I swear, I have no tolerance for pot what-so-ever, and he goes and smokes a joint right next to me, and I felt like passing out, and I had a killer headache.
I get to go bellydancing with Laura and Michelle tomorrow, which is making me so happy, I'm so excited, because it's new, and Laura says it's a ton on fun, which I'm excited about, and aparently you burn like 5-600 calories!! EXERCISE! Haha. Something I desperately need. Ugh...::grabs at stomach fat:: Haha.
I miss a lot of things.............