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Sep 19, 2005 15:04

lets see.... whats new.... school's going good. for some reason, im actually enjoying my classes. *shrugs* oh well. im still driving every day from sandusky to toledo (i moved to sandusky). it doesnt really bother me driving that much. its just killing me that i never *never* go out to parties or bars and get obliterated. oh well. i guess in the long run im healthier and wealthier. whatever. at work im not getting very many hours. last week when i worked, in order to get more hours, i was sent, rather, i was 'volunteered' to become a housekeeper and help them. i made beds. i told them i was only going if someone else went with me so they let another girl come with me. i need to quit this job horribly. she was smart and looked for a new job, now has a better one where she is guaranteed hours, and put in her two weeks yesterday. this whole week i was scheduled 12 hours when i told them i want 20. oh i can pay the bills with those kinds of hours. not. i think i might get more this weekend or in the coming weekends since she is leaving and another girl that goes to ut decided to just stay up at school and not come home every weekend to work. shes going to do a leave of absence. therefore, i should be gettin more hours come my way. score.

on another planet is the life of my family and my part in it. personally, i could do without talking to my mother or father. that isnt always a guarantee. i try to go as long as i can, but there are just times that i need to talk to them about something or other. or i happen to go back home to get some more mail and he happens to be there. or she calls me and just 'happens' to be in the area and wants to come over. do they not realize what they have put traci and i through? im f-ing growing up so leave me the f alone. everything is one giant game. keeping my mother happy, my father happy, my grandparents happy, trying to keep traci from going from one extreme to the next in a matter of minutes, keeping myself calm, balanced and as happy as i can be. im so fake around them in disgusting. the current status: my mother is already bothering traci about christmas plans.

ridiculous. if i dont have to work again this friday i am totally staying in toledo and getting trashed and going to bootleggers. ....go ahead kalahari, f up my life once more, please.....
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