high school style crushes
i feel like i'm in high school again... i have this extreme crush... no one i would even think about leaving jon for... but man if i were single i think my feelings would be out of control for this kid... all giddy and stalker-ish again... sad
i just found out he has a gf and i felt disappointed... i dunno why... because i wasn't planning on pursuing anything anyway... i guess it ruins the little day dreams... but ah well... i want to ask him if his job is effecting his relationship the way my job did when i was in his position... but because i was in total stalker mode when i found out that he has a gf i have to find out again if he has a gf from him... or i could just add him on myspace seeing as that's how i found out... but again... pretty much in stalker mode.
i just feel like he's the male version of me a few months ago... just working my ass off... all the drama... i've decided i am his support... i call him to see if he's doing ok because i can't even describe how important that was to me when i was in his position... i just hope that i can be there for him if he gets to that point of wanting to quit... the way arsenio was ALWAYS there for me... i can't even count the amount of times arsenio has calmed me down and re-motivated me and made me love my job AGAIN and AGAIN... and so on... i want to be this kid's best friend... we had so much fun the other day... i just hope he realizes that i want to be his support and that when it comes down to it i love my boyfriend more than anything
i just found out he has a gf and i felt disappointed... i dunno why... because i wasn't planning on pursuing anything anyway... i guess it ruins the little day dreams... but ah well... i want to ask him if his job is effecting his relationship the way my job did when i was in his position... but because i was in total stalker mode when i found out that he has a gf i have to find out again if he has a gf from him... or i could just add him on myspace seeing as that's how i found out... but again... pretty much in stalker mode.
i just feel like he's the male version of me a few months ago... just working my ass off... all the drama... i've decided i am his support... i call him to see if he's doing ok because i can't even describe how important that was to me when i was in his position... i just hope that i can be there for him if he gets to that point of wanting to quit... the way arsenio was ALWAYS there for me... i can't even count the amount of times arsenio has calmed me down and re-motivated me and made me love my job AGAIN and AGAIN... and so on... i want to be this kid's best friend... we had so much fun the other day... i just hope he realizes that i want to be his support and that when it comes down to it i love my boyfriend more than anything