find out who you are and do it on purpose!
its easy to look back on a relationship and remember all of the good times you shared with each other. i feel like for the past month ive been fixating on all of those, i mean its like all of the fighting and arguing and bad times never even happen! but the fact of the matter is that everything happens for a reason and anytime you break up with someone theres usually a reason for the decision. i miss him and its so hard to see him all the time but i have to stop living in the past and just fucking move on with my life. ive met quite a few boys lately and even though im really not looking for anything serious its nice to have someone to talk to and keep my mind off of other things.
im going camping at the peace river all this weekend for amys birthday i couldnt be more excited!!! theres like 30 of us going out there... they have an 84 degree pool, of course the river, golf carts, canoes, an onsite bar, $4 unlimited breakfast, and we can be as loud as we please since none of the campsites are remotely close to each other! $20 bucks for the whole weekend, you really cant beat that!!!
last night i went out to this club called the venue, it was so gorgeous!! we rented out half of the top part, they gave us our own vip area barricaded off with our very own velvet ropes! we bought a couple bottles and they even had a lady stay in our lounge making our drinks and everything. it was almost ridiculous they way they were treating us but id be lying if i said i didnt enjoy every single second!! it was such a good time and god damn do i love livin the high life...
anyhow i start school in january i guess you can say thats when all the fun stops, but its about time for me to grow up and i really do have money on my mind so i know everythings gonna work out.
this picture describes the way my mind works better than i ever could...
im going camping at the peace river all this weekend for amys birthday i couldnt be more excited!!! theres like 30 of us going out there... they have an 84 degree pool, of course the river, golf carts, canoes, an onsite bar, $4 unlimited breakfast, and we can be as loud as we please since none of the campsites are remotely close to each other! $20 bucks for the whole weekend, you really cant beat that!!!
last night i went out to this club called the venue, it was so gorgeous!! we rented out half of the top part, they gave us our own vip area barricaded off with our very own velvet ropes! we bought a couple bottles and they even had a lady stay in our lounge making our drinks and everything. it was almost ridiculous they way they were treating us but id be lying if i said i didnt enjoy every single second!! it was such a good time and god damn do i love livin the high life...
anyhow i start school in january i guess you can say thats when all the fun stops, but its about time for me to grow up and i really do have money on my mind so i know everythings gonna work out.
this picture describes the way my mind works better than i ever could...